Kibbi Passed Away

[MissChef]

as i am writing this im crying very hard. Kibbi didn't eat much breakfast this morning but she ate a lot midnight so i thought she still might be full. she was weak so i gave her some nutriplus and she had D-glucose monohydrate in her water. i left and had the maid give her lunch. i came home around 4:30. the maid told me that something was wrong. there i found Kibbi covered in her pee and poo on the floor not moving with her eyes closed. this was the same sight i saw when she had her seizures but that time she was moving so i knew this was different. i took her and tried to wake her, give her some water. i called my driver right away to pick me up so we can go the nearest vet (the driver was in my house where my parents live and im in the condo). soon she started gasping for air and her heart rate went down. the whole time im trying to stay calm and just make her feel better my bf was on skype with me. soon she took her last gulp of air and started what looked like a seizure and she again soiled herself. she then died and it was horrible. her mouth was open, tongue out...the worst..eyes opened. those lovable eyes that i was just staring into last night as we played as a family were blank and had no life in them. i called my mom (she told me not to cry and that i did the best i could. And that Kibbi was just really weak) and dad crying and i had the driver send kibbi's body to my house. from there my dad said he'll bring her to this province called Bataan (5-6 hours drive) where i own a rest house. that place is a sanctuary and has my dog cemitary where two of my past favorite dogs are buried under the shade of a big mango tree surrounded by flowers. there's what looks like a wooden sofa there for me to sit in. my father built the rest house..and he also made the area where the dogs can rest in peace. i try and just make myself feel better now and how kibbi will be resting in a beautiful place. RIP baby girl...mommy loves you and will always love you even if you have been in my life for only a short time. im glad i got to spend that time with you...:cry:

pictures: kibbi with me last night...my 2 boys who passed away and the view from the place that kibbi will be burried in (picture i took last time i was there)

[Crackers Mom]

Oh I am so sorry, I am crying writing this. I cant imagine the pain your feeling. I know there is nothing anyone can say right now to make you feel better. Your were such a good mommy to her and you held her with love to the end. Kibbi came into your life for a reason. Kibbi is resting in peace and we will all miss her. Many hugs from Shana and Crackers.

[talented79]

I am so sorry to read that. I myself cant imagine what you and your family are going through right now. Kibbi is resting in peace now & we all will miss her!! Hugs from Marcus, Shon & Studd

[mrosev14]

OMG, I cried through your whole story. I am so sorry. I don't know what to say, she knew that you loved her, and you loved her with all her heart. If she couldn't live with you as her Mama, then she just wasn't strong enough to make it. You did everything you could. Again, I am so sorry.

[karenG]

I am so sorry also, I am so sad reading this I cant think of a thing to say, except I will pray for your family, and Kibby will be missed.:flower:

[zealot]

oh Maiko, i am sobbing as i sit her.
Nothing will make this better for you.

Dont you dare feel bad, you did all you could for that little baby girl. You gave her a very special home for the short while you had her. She is waiting at Rainbow bridge for you!
One day you will be reunited.

(hugz) we are here for you if you need us. Gordy and Nooshie send puppy kisses to you and Loki!
you will be in my thoughts and prayers, you loki and kibbi!

[TLI]

Maiko, I am so very sorry. I know how much your heart is breaking. You were a great Mom to Kibbi, and did your very best for her. Sometime things happen that we don't understand. I know there are no words to make you feel better right now, but we are all here for you. Kibbi will always be with you. Her memories will last a life time. RIP baby girl.

(((Hugs)))

[ShoeQueen]

I am so sorry. What happened is just heartbreaking and I have tears in my eyes as I'm reading this. I had to put my cat down (today is the 1 month anniversary) due to cancer so I really feel your pain and sorrow with losing a beloved baby. I wish I was there to give you a big hug. You and Loki are in my prayers.

Kisses and hugs from Nadine and Chewy.

[Stella Baby]

I wish there was something we could do for you or something to say to take your pain away. Kibbi was a sweet little girl and you were a great mommy to her. Only time and knowing that you made her life so happy while she was here can ease your grief. I will be thinking of you and Loki, hang on to him, he will get you through.

[Brianne]

Omgosh Maiko, I'm so sorry to hear about Kibbi.
We're all here for you.
*HUGS* from us.

[Chihuahua_mama]

Maiko, my heart goes out to you and your family. Kibbi was such a beautiful baby and you were the best Mommy she could have had. Even though the amount of time was short, the love the two of you had for each other was enormous. She died surrounded in your love. I am so sorry you are having to go through this a third time now. You and Kibbi were brought together for a reason.
Your Father sounds like a wonderful man and obviously loved Kibbi very much.

[sullysmum]

I am so sorry!

[bindi boo]

OMG!! im so sorry this is such a shock and im in tears reading this.. you gave kibbi a loving happy home and she enjoyed the life she had i can see that in the photos your love for her will never die so she will live on in your heart...im here if you ever need a chat ok hun.. i saw the same think with my marmoset monkey. the seizure , the foaming at the mouth tongue and dying with his eyes open staring at me. he died in my arms staring right in my eyes whilst i cried and his little hand holding over my finger like a baby clutches his mums hand in the hospital. i knew he was dead on the way to the vet but i guess i refused to believe it and made the vet try. im glad i made the vet try though it did give some chance but nothing worked.... like i said hun this is a really hard time and im here for you HUGSS

[MissMarley]

Oh honey, I'm so so sorry. I feel terrible. I'm giving you a BIG mental hug.

[MissChef]

dear ladies,
thank you so much for all your kind words. it made me feel better. friends have called me as well to pass on their condolence. i love you all for caring so much and i know you guys know what i'm going through because we all have our furbabies to love.

i still feel bad though because i was gonna celebrate with kibbi today..She turned 3 months today.. i feel like im going insane because i swear i can still her high pitched whine...her play pen sits there empty. it took me awhile to even take away her water bowl. i feel empty...loki is keeping me company.

[bindi boo]

hunni your not going insane i hear kenzos cry every morning and i feel his claws like hes still sat on the back of my neck. i still have all his things and i only just took down the cage its been a few months now.. your not insane at all your hurtning and your grievong take it slow im sure loki will help you through

[Meredith]

Awww Maiko I'm so so sorry to hear this :( I feel so bad for you to have gone through that, and of course Kibbi as well. I'm so sorry :( I'll keep you and Kibbi in my prayers

[chargrove]

You have my deepest sympathy. I know it breaks your heart, but she was brought to you for a reason and she know she was loved and will be watching you and your other babies for always.

[leelee82]

I'm sooo sorry for your loss :(

[mrosev14]

Maiko, I just wanted to let you know that Roman and I are praying for you guys. I am so sorry about your loss. Thank goodness you have Loki there to be your support. Our thoughts are with you.

[Momma2Luke]

I am so sorry to hear this. I had no idea she was even having problems. I lost my last chi puppy after only 8 months of his life, so I know what you're going through. It was 3 months later when I got Luke that I finally began to feel better. (((HUGS)))

[newchimomma]

Maiko! I am SOOOOOO sorry for your loss! I am crying now as I write this, I cannot imagine what you are going through. I don’t even feel like any words I can type are enough to comfort you and for that I am sorry too. Please know that we all care for you very deeply and are equally saddened by your loss. I’m so, so sorry.

You must smile when you think of her! I know it will be hard but her memory deserves the same joy and laughter you shared with her when you held her in your arms. I know she is smiling down looking at you! Her time with you was so precious and joyous ... keep her sweet memory alive with smiles.

RIP Princess Kibbi ~ you will be missed.

kat 'n bosco ... sending you many hugs and kisses

[Jane C]

I just now read this, and I'm just so very sad for your loss of sweet Kibbi.:( I can't even begin to imagine how you must feel, and how much you miss her. I know she will always hold a special place in your heart. ((HUGS))

Jane C
www.chloescustomharness.com

[princess j]

OMG!!!!NO!!!:cry::cry:! I cannot believe what I am reading!! Your beautiful little girl! Maiko, I cannot tell you how sad I am feeling for you and having to have you see your precious girl like that had to be devastating!! Honey, just know that she is in a better place and the love you have for her will always be with her. My thoughts are with you sweetie!! **HUGS** :cry:

[islandbabies]

Maiko, my eyes are welling up with tears as I read what happened to Kibbi. I'm so sorry, Maiko. My heart just aches for you. Kibbi is resting in peace and the place you have your other beloved furry kids is beautiful. Again, I'm so sorry. Thinking about you. :wub:

[megnel02]

OMG, I am so sorry. I cant believe this has happened. I am so sad right now just thinking about what you had to go through last night.

[Ivy's mom]

Maiko.........I am just sooo sorry to hear of little Kibbi. You did all you could do. It seems she was just tooo weak. Even though she was only here for a short time, the time she spent with you was precious. Sending big hugs your way.

Lori

[SnugglesandIzziemama]

Maiko! oh I know how hard it is and how scary it must of been I think we all are crying when we read your post Kibbi was all part of our family here . You gave that little doggie the best 3 months of her life sometimes we don't know why thing happens but just reading all your post on here all the times I can tell you were a good mama .A big hug for you and and loki I'm sure he is going to miss her to,Patty Snuggles and Izzie

[Kips_Momma]

Maiko, I am so very sorry for your loss. I wish there was something that I could do to ease your pain. You were a very good momma to Kibbi and she knew it. I want to send big hugs to you and Loki. When I read the title my heart sank and my eyes welled up with tears. I almost didn't want to open it and read it for the reality of it. I know that I, along with most everyone else here, feels like we lost one of our own. Your precious baby girls image will forever be with me. We'll miss you Kibbi.

[xviclx]

Im so sorry to hear that,, I cant imagine how you feel, you loved her and did everything you could for her. My thoughts are with you at this sad time

[2Chiwawa]

Dear Maiko, I am so sorry that this happened to you and little Kibbi. It is terrible to see the life go out of them but I am sure that your little girl knew that you were there trying to help her. Somehow her soul heard your words and felt your touch.

Rest in the knowledge that Kibbi was surrounded by your love in a clean, warm and happy home. I am sure she knew how much you loved her.

We are all here for you.

I am so sorry for the shock you had and for your loss of little Kibbi.

[flamingo101]

OMG! I can't believe it! I remember reading that she had had a seizure but was ok. Who would have known this would happen? I'm sorry she was a sick little girl! I laughed when I saw the videos of her you posted! Such sweet memories you and Loki will have. I'm so sorry for your loss!!!! :flower:

[Aggie]

Sorry to hear of your loss - May she always be in your heart forever!

[tkos]

Sorry to hear the bad news.

[TLI]

Just want you to know that I'm still thinking of you and your family Maiko.

[MissChef]

thank you again ladies for your support. i am feeling a lot better now and kibbi is now buried in the cemetery. now i have all this left over food and supplies. my parents suggested giving a new pup a home so that everything wont be wasted. i duno what ill do still but i will inform you guys first if anything does happen. we love you all thank you from our family.
maiko, dane and loki

[talented79]

We will keep you in our prayers!!! Lets us know what you decide. Hugs from Studd,Shon & Marcus

[Crackers Mom]

Thinking of you today..... sending some hugs. :)

[izzysmom]

Maiko,
I am so sorry! I have been gone for a couple days, I wished I had known sooner! I am sorry again, it looks like you have a wonderful place for her to lay in peace!

Kisses and hugs from all of us!

[newchimomma]

Maiko,

Thank you for checking in with us. You are still in my thoughts today.

HUGS,
Kat

[weeone]

I am soooo sorry for your loss. I think everyone here knows how important our doggies are to each and everyone of us. You have lost a member of your family, and it is going to be hard to bear. I truely grieve for you.

[Chihuahua_mama]

Maiko, sorry I haven't come back to check on you. You and Kibbi have been in my thoughts and prayers. I know first hand how much your heart is breaking and just want you to know you are not alone. I have always enjoyed seeing your posts, I knew there would be another cute story of Loki and Kibbi and pictures to share. My heart aches for your loss. I hope Loki is doing ok too.

[princess j]

Thinking of you, hon. Hope you're doing o.k. :flower:

[MissChef]

im better now ladies. i have been getting a great deal of support from every one and it has lifted my sorrows so fast. i am now only happy that kibbi was a wonderful princess and that i was able to make her happy when she was ok. Dane and i wer talking and we believe that since we have been set for a 2nd dog, we shouldnt deprive another life of a caring home. but we want to look for a dog who really needs a loving home. preferably older than kibbi 4 months and above. we also dont want to waste all the dog food before it goes bad. my family agrees as well. i just wish it would have still been kibbi who was my 2nd babe. thank you and love u all

[mrosev14]

I think it is great that you guys decided to give a new baby a great home. You are a fantastic Mama, and any puppy will be lucky to be in your home. Good luck finding a love. Kibbi would want Loki to have someone to play with.

We're thinking of you.

[Romans Mom]

Maiko, Please know that you have been in my thoughts since I read this. How sad you lost Kibbi. I'm so sorry. :( It's good to hear you're feeling a little better now and fantastic you are going to get another playmate for Loki. :flower: Sending lots of Chi hugs your way, Barb

[Mexitan]

im extreamly late an very soory about kibbi the new puppy sounds like a good idea no1 can take kibbis place but it will help a lil im gld ur feeling better an kibbi is in a goregeous spot wht a view shes got !

[Mexitan]

HUG AN KISSES from Jessica Buddy Ruger Mexi an Oliver ^^

[Olliesmom]

I have been gone for a while and I was saddened when I read about your little angel. You were the bright spot in her short life. You just need to take comfort in the fact that you did the very best by her. I know you have gotten another pup, and I hope that everything works out. I know we thought of Kibbi as family here, just as we do every fur kid. Good Luck with everything

[Cocorue]

Hi Maiko,
This is lilian, Coco's mummy - we have not met as I am new to this forum. I am sorry for your loss - was commenting to my husband that Kibbi is so cute as we were looking at her album before I read this thread. She really was the cutest baby with that cute head of hers. I hope you are better and it is ok to still miss her and the pain will lessen as time passes. hugs & kisses from coco & I
lilian

[MissChef]

thank you for the care ladies. chowder has helped with the pain so now i am only left with the happy memories of kibbi :)